Because Lolita is Lolita, I’m generally willing to follow her suggestions, volunteer when she asks, and demo bottom as needed. I consider myself a top who is also a sensation junkie, and for me, demo bottoming gives me a chance to wet my beak without stepping into a scene or giving up control.

Plus, it was needles, and I love me some needles, and the person holding the needles was Sarah Sloane.

She was teaching a class at TES’s bondage SIG on using needles in bondage, using poly filament, and sutures.

I do have some photos, but I won’t be posting them. I’m taking a moment of vanity. IMO, I look quite horrible in them. I was just starting the pre-surgical diet and such, so I was still at my high weight, and I don’t don’t feel comfortable sharing that right now.

I had a lot of fun. Sarah is sweet and very playful. I had joked about not wearing a bra, ever, so she took two needles, and put one on each side of my right tit. Then she ran a length of the poly filament through each needle, took the needles out, and did some fun breast bondage by running the filament around my tit. Then, she got another needle, which she put horizontally over the same boob. She took the filament, hooked it over that first needle, and said “Look, now you have a bra!”

I also got to try out sutures, which I found I do not like. The needle hurts much more than the needles usually used in play. It also reminded me of the needles I used to use in the funeral home. We had this wicked looking curved needles, for fine work, and these huge ‘S’ curved needles for big work. And…well, I don’t like to think of dead people during play. It doesn’t do much for me.

Sometimes, I forget myself, and say stupid things. Sarah asked if she could sew my lips shut. My fear of being gagged kicks in at the thought of being unable to speak (which, along with my horrible gag reflex, and a previous bad experience with gags at a party, account for my hatred and fear of gags and otherwise being forcibly silenced) and I said no. But then I forgot myself, and said a stupid thing:

“Oh, I was thinking before this that I would let you try anything except for sewing my lips shut”

Sarah got an evil gleam in her eye “Anything?”

“Uhhh, I mean…ah shit.” The watching class laughed. Its always funny to watch someone else get themselves in trouble.

Never say “Anything but…” to someone topping you. There are lots of things aside from the thing you think you don’t want to do that are much worse than that thing.

Thankfully, Sarah didn’t do anything particularly mean to me that I didn’t like. Though the other girl, she sure got some ouchy looking stuff done to her! Sarah ran a line of needles up the insides of her thighs, tied them together with some rough hemp, and had her walk.

See, I couldn’t do that. Nope, no sir, I don’t like it.

But god, did I have a great time. I was all woo-woo and kind of stupid for the rest of the night, which is great.

The poly filament feels very comfortable under skin, and I totally want to get decorated with filament and beads one day, perhaps Summer Camp ‘09, for Sunday dinner, hehe. Or Winter Fire. Anyone going to WF want to decorate me? Anyone?